Changed my mind, turns out I won’t have to fake the hate towards you. The hate’s really there. And fuck me, it’s strong.
I miss you. There I said it. And I hate it. I fucking hate missing you. I feel like I can’t breathe. This is just too hard. I’ve been fighting it, and covering it all up with hate and anger. But this is just so so hard. I pray that one day this ache will go away, I really do. But until then, I’ll keep it quiet and covered up with the fake smiles and the ‘I’m fine’s. Because there’s not much else I can do. I hate this. So much.
